A Better Something?

What am I expecting? I seem to look forward to somthing....What is it? I'm not sure yet. A better job? A good result of students' performance? A place for me to relax myself? Or something else?

I have gone through a hard time this month. In addition to some problems happening to my students, there were other extra works that both challenged me and, at the same time, depressed me a lot. After countless sleepless nights as well as days with tears, I'm so glad I went through this month courageously.

As for another part of my life, I seem to almost let go of something. Something I have kept for so many years. I still remember the exact moment when I thought I was going to let it go and never make it back. Fortunately, it seems to come back, but I'm still not sure of it. However, I firmly believe it can stand the test of time and space. I'm praying for that.....

21:49 March 31, 2006