Corneitis..........

Two days ago, my eyes started getting as red as the rabbit's eyes. Originally I thought it was because I was using my eyes too much, including crying, reading, and not enough sleep.

Gradually, however, my eyes felt itchy. Secreta kept flowing out from my eyes, even during my sleeping. Till seeing the doctor, I found myself getting corneitis.

Corneitis is an epidemic disease. It has been wisely spread few months ago, according to the doctor. I'm late enough to catch on that. Most people have got this for a few months and have been recovered from it. I'm always the last few to be infected. "Why did I get this disease?" "Where did I get this?" I kept wondering.

Maybe it was because I cried too much for someone. I put so much energy into crying that I unconsciously wiped my tears with insanitary tissue.Or, maybe I went out for shopping and the surroundings were too dirty. I don't know. But the eyes are uncomfortable now. I can't see things clearly, either. Maybe it's God who wants me to stop crying. Stop crying for someone and start to love myself, to take good care of myself.

22:11 October 18, 2006