Learn to love myself more....

Half an year ago, I seldom thought of how to make myself more beautiful. But now, many of my friends encourage me to walk out of that sorrow.....

The first thing they encourage me to do is to love myself more, i.e., to make myself more beautiful. In order to fulfill this, I start to wear makeup. In some special occasions, I will wear some, such as attending friends' wedding, or going out for one-day trip with students. In addition, I begin to wear earrings (but I dare not to pin my ears, so I only wear the safe ones). Every weekend, I went shopping for beautiful earrings. Now I got several pairs of them. What's more, I learn to take a beauty bath in my bathroom, and while I was doing that, I could also wear a beauty mask. Therefore, the skin of my body as well as my face will become as smooth as silk. Not only that, I try to wear contact lenses. After doing so many changes, I realized that, my friend wanted me to make myself more beautiful so that I could forget how fat and ugly I was when I was together with someone. As long as I love myself more and make myself more beautiful, I can be more confident in doing everything.

This is for sure the first step for me to love myself more. I also tell myself that, no matter there will be someone whom I fall in love with or not, I will be the only one I love the most. I will not be as stupid as before since I used to love someone more than myself. I won't do that again!

22:32 December 23, 2006