Hope it's just an end...of the quarrel...

Last week should be the lightest week for me since it was the week for students to have their first mid-tem exam. However, I didn't rest......

After an extremely busy month, I thought last week would be a great break for me. Nevertheless, I was wrong. My heart still hurt because of him. Keeping contacting with him and communicating with him, I wasn't able to make him back. He seemed to have walked far away from me. I cried desperately, trembling severely. I found myself losing energy and nearly fainted.

Knowing that he was not in a good physical condition either, I decided to stop having the same heart-breaking moment. I will concentrate on my work, not to think about him, just like the time I thought he was in short-term military service ten years ago(But actually he went back a few days later without contacting me). During that time, I tried my best to be a volunteer in Woman and Children Recreation Center in Kaohsiung County. I could do that then, so I believe I can do this now. And one month later, I hope both of us will have the courage to face each other.



21:05 October 15, 2006