Where should the ship go?

It's been almost ten months since I moved back to Kaohsiung. "What have I got?" I asked myself.

Well, I got lots of things, such as, the friendship between my colleagues, ways to deal with different situations in class, tips for being a proper homeroom teacher, and the tastes that make me look more beautiful. Had I not got in this environment, I might have not learned so much. Thus, if one asks me, "Do you regret for moving back to Kaohsiung?", my answer will be, "No," bacause I did learn something through this stage which lasts for a year and which almost comes to an end.

Then, "did I lose somthing?" "Well, yes." I would say. I lost something that I thought I would never lose in my whole life. I lost it when I spent most of my time with my students making different memories, including joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. And right now I'm going to lose my students again. "Where should I be? What am I going to do?" Well, I don't know. I have no idea where I should go. I want to move out of my home and live on my own. But I'm not sure where to go? Is there any place that can accept me? I'm just like a ship looking for a harbor to stay. The harbor that once promised to await me is no longer there. Where should I go?

21:21 May22, 2006