Walking Out?

It has been two weeks since I moved here. During the first few days, tears accompanied me everyday...

Just can't help thinking about the days and the time we had together. Whenever I think about this, tears drop down endlessly. Having some moments of losing control and crying, I think to myself: I should move on. I got my job to do here. I shouldn't have wasted my time thinking about something that would never come back again. I admit that it's really hard to walk out from the depression. But I have to try.

In addition to the dream with somebody, I also have many other dreams. I have promised myself to buy Harry Potter Volume V & VI, to make myself more capable of teaching English, and to learn many new things like yoga. The most important is that I got to learn to be a Hsinchu resident. I need to get more familiar with the area. Thanks to him that I've known how to take buses here and get to somewhere. Maybe he was born to complete this mission to help me learn this area. Now his job was done and it's time for him to leave. If I think that way, I'll feel better.

This weekend, one of my ex-colleagues invited me to go to La La Mountain with her friends. It has been a long time that I haven't been out and close to the nature. Wish myself a good time!


15:02 August 4, 2006